Trapped

As I find myself trapped in this never-ending rhythm, I am torn between knowing the way out and being hesitant to take the steps to break free from this cycle

I know freedom can bring me closer to God, but the appeal of this sinful life has me entrapped in a cycle of carefree living

It feels like I must surrender everything and let go of all control, but the fear of the unknown keeps me rooted in this place of warmth

I question whether I am lost or have found consolation in the familiarity of this repetitive pattern that has no worries or continuous battles

I want to walk away from this life and seek you, but the thoughts swirl around in my head, creating a sense of confusion as I grapple with whether to seek you for freedom and guidance or continue to wander on my own.

The internal struggle intensifies as I realize the potential consequences of remaining stagnant in this cycle. 

I realize I cannot do both, and it seems like a battle between light and dark 

The fear of losing the battle against myself looms over me as I realize you have the power to call me out of this place if you choose to, and it’s pushing me toward the realization that I must make a choice soon. 

I must find the courage and desire to break free from this cycle and seek you, knowing you’re waiting for me to let you in.

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