I am not here to push anyone into a relationship with Jesus. I am here to share how I once was a broken child who needed a Savior and how my encounter with Him changed the trajectory of my life.
Did the change happen quickly or overnight? Of course not. I didn’t want to surrender how I lived my life to Jesus’s will. I wanted to be carefree without thinking about anyone but myself.
You see, hurt people hurt people, and since I was hurting, I wanted others to feel that pain as well.
I know now that I was selfish for thinking that way, but at the time, it seemed right, so I flowed with that mentality.
It took a lot of trials and tribulations to get me to this point in my life. The moments that led to this moment aren’t ones I would recommend anyone to experience, but those moments shaped me into the person I am today.
I considered myself the biggest sinner who turned up my nose to authority figures who wanted something and took it without thinking about the consequences of my actions.
I have done so much that one would think Jesus would be like she isn’t worth saving, but thankfully, He is a merciful God who has forgiven me.
So, occasionally, you will read about my love for Jesus and how He led me out of so many dark places in my life. He was the one who urged me to write again. I used to write a lot in my teenage years and into young adulthood to escape the issues that were going on, but somewhere in my young adult life, I completely stopped.
I find other ways to express myself and rebel. Even though I wrote my first book about four years ago, I thought it would be a first-and-last-time thing and move on, but Jesus had other plans for me.
I now use my writing to share my journey with Jesus and offer encouragement. I am not pushing Him on you or trying to recruit you. I am talking about my best friend, whom I love so much, and I want to share how my relationship with Him has improved my life.
So, thank you for reading about my ongoing relationship with Jesus and showing your support by reading and engaging with me on my writing pieces.
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