Warfare

As the spiritual attacks continued, I had to rely on God’s word.

I have to renew my mind if I want to grow constantly,

I am not the same person I was a week ago.

So many things are being revealed to me, and some of them are scary,

Yet, I am still standing, knowing that Jesus is walking ahead of me.

When life hands you lemons, many say make lemonade, but at times, I want to throw the lemons back at life.

I have moments like that, and those moments I don’t like, but they remind me how I am constantly fighting my flesh.

I can not act upon my emotions,

It will only bring more pain and suffering.

Therefore, I get in the presence of the one who can help me figure out what’s going on,

He can lead me through this phase and show me the path to go.

Surrendering to the doubt weighing heavily on me is something I cannot do in my own strength.

I must stand tall and scrap on the full armor of God.

This warfare is different, and there is only one way to fight this, and thankfully, I am not fighting alone.