What I want may not be in my best interest; therefore I seek wisdom from the one who knows me best.
The nights fill with a haunting longing as I yearn for what could have been.
Deep down, I know separating is the right choice, but my heart refuses to release its grip on you.
Despite my efforts to distract myself with essential matters, persistent thoughts of you threaten to overpower me, reminding me of your significance in my life.
The past is an unchangeable chapter, and our time together must inevitably end, yet letting go fills me with an unsettling unease.
I once believed you were my soulmate, but now I question if my desires were driven solely by earthly impulses.
Even as the days carry me further from our shared memories, the pain of your absence continues to weigh heavily on my spirit.
Breaking free should not be this formidable, but something about you has secured a hold on my heart, an unyielding lock.
How can I liberate myself from this entanglement?
My soul insists that you are meant for me, but logic begs to differ.
Before I explore this internal conflict further, I will turn to the one who has all the answers.
I will entrust myself to Him, finally allowing my mind to find peace, clarity, and solace.
While I anxiously await His verdict on our fate, I will find comfort in knowing His guidance will provide the decisive truth.
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