How trusting God beyond my feelings transformed my life and gave me lasting hope
There was a time in my life when hope did not come easily. Even though I was going through trials and real-life struggles, I had not yet learned how to truly lean on Jesus. When the days felt heavy, it seemed like I was surrounded by darkness. I tried to become my own source of light, convincing myself that I could fix what I was feeling. For a moment, that artificial light seemed to help, but it never lasted.
Everything began to change when I started building a relationship with Jesus. That is when transformation truly took place in my life. It felt like I was stepping out of darkness and into the light. In my pain, in my grief, and even in my confusion, I found comfort in Him. He did not rush me or force me. Instead, He waited patiently.
Looking back, I can see how He was always reaching for me. He sent people into my life with encouraging words. There were moments when I could feel Him gently reminding me, “I am here for you. Be still and know that I am God.” Even when I did not fully understand it, He was guiding me.
This morning reminded me of how important that relationship is. I woke up not feeling my best. I did not feel like praying. I did not feel like talking to God. But I had to remind myself that my walk with Him is not based on how I feel. Feelings are fickle. I have learned that over the past few years. They shift, they change, and they cannot be trusted to lead my life.
Despite how I felt, I chose to pray anyway. I chose to seek Him anyway. Because God is not just present when I feel good. He is present when I feel discouraged, overwhelmed, or unsure. His goodness is not dependent on my emotions.
That is why I continue to choose Jesus every day. If someone were to ask me why I follow Him, my answer would be simple. In my darkest and lowest moments, He has always been there. He has guided me, comforted me, and shown me that there is a better way. He reminds me to trust Him, to be still, and to rely on Him even when I cannot see a way forward.
Relying on God means trusting that He already knows the plans He has for my life. It means believing that even when everything feels like it is closing in on me, He is still in control. It means knowing that He wants the best for me, even when I do not understand the process.
You may be in a season right now where everything feels heavy. You may not feel like praying, talking to God, or reaching out for help. But do not let your feelings stop you. They are temporary. Push through them. Seek the light, even if you have to dig deep to find it.
There have been days when I had to search for that light within myself, but I always knew He was there. God will never leave you or forsake you. His presence is constant, even when your emotions are not.
My prayer is that you take something from this message. I hope that one day you will be able to share your own testimony of why you choose to walk with Jesus. Why you continue to trust Him. Why you place your hope in Him.
Because with Him, there is hope. There is transformation. There is new life and a fresh beginning.
It is time to come out of the darkness and walk into the light.
Until next time, be blessed.
— Char
You can read my post on “Why I Chose to Walk with Jesus” here.
Walking By Faith with Char 
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